There are so many things that I would like to say but I can't find the words.

So I take my markers and color instead. You were never much of a word person, anyway.

And I always thought I was more interesting than what I actually am.

You need to take me to places so that we can have things to say.

Experiences I'd live with you and no one else.

Have a warm smile and the cold gone away for a while. 

For a while we laugh away the dread and I remember who I am.

Don't deny the petty favors I ask, you know you are all I have.

Don't get bitter, angry or sad.

Because this it, this is us, this moment:

Let us live and not waste time.