Flowers

 You bought me flowers and I understood that we have this moment

So simple and futile like Dr. Pepper shakes to drink up before they melt away. 

I'll hug you one more time just because I can. 

Unknown

 And I don't know where I am

And I don't know what I am for 

And I don't know what I want 

And I don't know what to do 

And I don't know if I would 

And I don't know what to wear

And I don't know about the future, be it five minutes, the next day, one month...

I don't know if you think of me 

I don't know how 

I don't know why 

I don't know when. 

Random thoughts

I choose to see the beauty in my life 

I choose to be the beauty. 

I need to tutor myself. 

Being with you I just don't care. I just don't care. I only care about you. 

You're my instant remedy. You're my very own sun and moon and stars. 

It's for the best. I Keep telling myself that.  

I love you enough to do my best every day for you. 

I see me in you. I am so proud of you, you should know that. 

Seeing your smile is the best thing that has happened to me. 

How does my cell phone know how many steps I've walked today? 

It's in the silence of your room that I wish I was. 

It's always good when we're together. 

I may be addicted to you. 

I need to cling to our memories to be able to live. 

I can't have the hug I want. 

I am not hearing my own voice.

I need Jack Daniel's with coke. 

Ajolote

 Ven, mi ajolote

Mi dragón de agua en miniatura

Quiero besar tu cara que amo

Quiero besarte en este río que compartimos

Busquemos una grieta en la roca 

Quiero esconderme contigo

Hagamos nuestro hogar

Sonreiremos juntos

In the water and in love. 

2023-01-22

 Mece que mece: me mecen tus caderas y tus pulmones respirando al ritmo 

Suave ruido, me estremece 

Este secreto que somos siempre

En la oscura habitación, en tu mundo

De batallas y de sueños, donde nadie es bienvenido

Donde tus manos me desgastan, me labran como caoba

Donde escucho apenas tu respiración 

Donde mi boca te cubre, me ahoga 

Y me haces callar un gemido

Único indicio de esta pasión.

Mete que mete tu lengua en mi boca

Entre mis dientes, en mi oreja

Quítame este maldito frío de invierno

(y no solo eso, mete lo que quieras)

Ven y bebe. Ven y duerme. 

Seré tu fuente y tu esponja

Hasta dejarte seco. Hasta que llenes tu alma de mí. 

Siete pecados capitales en los que te adoro

*De Adán Echeverría, adaptado por mi. 

Soberbia

Ni me digas. Sé que nadie podrá amarte como yo.

Avaricia 

¿Estás tan ocupado que no has tenido ni siquiera un par de horas para hacerme video llamada? 

Lujuria

Voy a rebotar montada en tus caderas y te escucharé decir mi nombre mientras tomas mi cuello en tus enormes manos. 

Ira

No me importa que estés dormido. ¡Contéstame el WhatsApp ahora mismo!

Gula

Voy a besarte una y otra y otra y otra y otra vez, hasta gastarme tu boca, tu lengua y tus labios.

Envidia

Quieren amarte, creen amarte, pero ya quisieran que tuvieras ojos para alguien más que yo.

Pereza 

Pasaré todo el día en tu cama. Colgada de tu cuello o anidando en tu costilla. Acostada día y noche junto a ti. 

Pichu

 I know there are many cats out there:

Some are orange, others are stripped gray, elegant black, like little panthers, fluffy white... But Pichu is a special cat. Because she is my cat.

She has beautiful green eyes and very long whiskers. Her coat is fluffy warm, with white, orange and black hair. She has long, soft legs that seem to be fashioned from the finest plush. With gummy paws at the bottom, that I could play with all day. 

She has the heart of a scientist: always doing her research, because she is so curious. She learned how to go out of the house when she was bored, jumping out of the window from the second floor or sneaking through a hole in the mosquito mesh at the first floor. She would sneak in the kitchen and steal some food when nobody was looking and sometimes she would even hide her food under Andrea's bed, for later. She learned to knock down cups that were half full, so that she could drink the liquid. She was always ready when it was lunch time and she would call Andrea and bring her out of her room to the kitchen table to eat together as a family.

Pichu likes to go out with her friends. She wishes they could go to a kitty pizzeria for and eat together. I bet she'd order a cherry cola. Pichu looks like a white cloud against the blue sky when she is resting on the edge of our patio wall. She waits patiently under the sun until her favorite neighbor cats come looking for her. They all have fun playing tag.