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So now what?

I´m no longer who I thought I was.

I’m so lost: lost without you,

As lost I was by your side.

Promises never kept

love that was never meant

so now I´m here and I don´t know why.

Years went by like honey on my skin

long time was suddenly over,

too late for regrets.

And you thought you were so smart

after everything that happened

but if you just pay a little attention

you´ll see how stupid I was and you still are.

Right-sized, magical, so lovely at times

to me you were, and even more than that.

Except for the small detail that

you won´t acknowledge  I can too,

make you hurt so bad: you were my king

undoubtedly, how much of a queen was I?